Hello Momba and Welcome to Neurotalk - it's great to have you hear with us!
You will meet many great people here who i'm sure will try and help you in anyway they possibly can!!
I'm so sorry to hear about everything that you have been through!
I don't have any experience dealing with what you are going through so can't help you unfortunately but just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and that I hope the spinal fusion you have in October will give you the relief you so desperately need and deserve!!
Take care of yourself and if you need any help, please don't hesitate to ask - i'll try and help you if I can and i'm sure many others will too!
Hope to see you around more soon!
Alison