Hello and Welcome to NT, Tammy!

You will meet many great people here who i'm sure will try and help you if they can!
I'm sorry to hear about everything you are going through right now!

I hope you get the help you need real soon!!
If you need any help, please dont hesitate to ask - i'm more than happy to help you if I can and i'm sure many others will be also!!
Take care and I hope to see you around more soon!!
Alison