Hello and Welcome to NT, Nat! It's great to have you here with us and I hope you get all of the help and support you need! This forum has helped me a lot so hopefully, it will help you too!!
I'm sorry to hear about everything that you are going through right now and hope you start feeling better soon!
If you need any help or have any questions, please dont hesitate to ask - I am more than happy to help you if I can and am sure others will be also!
Take care and hope to see you round here more soon!
Alison