Today my mom seems very down. The bills are starting to roll in and she's not able to make sense of them. I can't since I am not there and my sister is at an appointment for herself. I told mom to try and call the company she has a bill from and give them her insurance information and she says she can't see. She said we messed something up when we got to the hospital. She made the comment she should just take a gun and shoot herself. This isn't the first time she's mentioned offing herself since she got sick. Thank God there are no guns in her possession. I hope she's just blowing off steam. I did mention to her if she keeps talking like that I am going to request a psych eval and she said go ahead.

I honestly think she needs one. I am waiting for sis to get home to call the neuro. He needs to know she is talking like this. Keep praying please.