double post for me sorry.

I am going to try that massage thing on the spot between my thumb and forefinger.

I do admit that I have frequently used the prep H on my finger, and have gone hunting for the rocks. it is cause for a celebration in my house if I actually sit on the potty, and have a "normal" movement. I think one of the issues is that it stays inside so long, and turns into rocks, and dry hard stuff is harder to wiggle through. if I can get some normal movements going, they are soft, and slide on through. If its rocks, I tend to have to "help" it along.

I never thought in my wildest dream I would share that I have to go rescue the rocks. It saves me MUCH discomfort, and has saved me from having to go to the ER to have a pro do the exact same thing, only without as much privacy, and dignity that I can provide at home. IF you decide to rescue your own make sure you have some sort of lube on your fingers. hemmorhoid tissue is delicate, and you can injure it. you DONT want to create hemmorhoids or cause a clot in a hemmorhoid. Many things can be used. Prep H, KY, baby oil, or a wet baby wipe may provide enough lube to get the job done. The step stool at my feet, also helps place me in a good postion for the rescue as well. The step stool some times is enough, as it bends your body into a squat position, even though you are sitting.

I thought for a long time that it may have been from my old spinal fx, but when my MD told me its a common MS symptom, I knew I had to come here and take a poll.

Thank you for all that have chimed in, and spoke up, and thanks to those who voted, even if you didnt want to share your story. This has given me so much anxiety relief to know I am so not alone. Thanks!