hey pippi,
sorry to hear about your misfortune. it amazes me that with all the bailout programs for people who simply got in over their head they couldn't help out someone like yourself who is truly in need. my neuro has told me from the start that if/when i feel the need he'll sign off on disability. not my first choice, they'd only pay around $500/month. on that i'd be living under a bridge in so. cal.. with medication i can still work. i'm self employed so i can work around the bad days. i'm thinking of working up a 2nd business, maybe internet based, in case my ability to work drops off more. my best to you and your mrs..