thank you all so much for your kind thoughts. I know he will be waiting for me in the end. I know I saved him for a miserable life and gave him every comfort he could want. As he didn't have any molars left to chew food, I would go out at 10 pm and take him a special soft mash for him to eat during the night while the others got hay. It was his time, and I am going to look for another one that needs to be rescued. When one of my rescues passes, I know my job is done and that they wanted to make room for another one that needs my help. I do fall in love with them tho. It was lonely in the barn this morning without him.

Hugs
Mary