I agree with all that Abbie sister has said. seeing your doc and maybe switch or try to get on some med for they emotions you are dealing with is a good thing.It dose not mean a person is weak because they need help...It makes a person more strong ...because they reconize the need and are brave enought to seek it out. if anyone thinks different they are WRONG!
I also want to say that...and you know this too if you just hold on, remember to breath deep and slowly this will pass.
You will have a better time once this little storm passes.
you are back in your new city so try to let everything that bothered you while you were back at old place let that go if you can. Cry sing write play some nice music... whatever it takes, just let it go and this strom thats on you will pass.
we are all right here and we care about you !
You are filled to the brim with strength .In your pic your eyes are shiny with strength and kindness. its inside you ...try to call on that and hold on let this pass by.
rememebr we are here for you if ya wanna talk or vent.

PEACE
BMW