Sweetie, we are God's children and our faith is what keeps us close to Him. That does not mean that at times our faith is less than at others, however, if we never lose that faith completely we never lose our touch with Him. Who is to say that if we do lose faith, does He not wait patiently until we call again?

What man does to us, will not lessen our contact with God. Its just my opinion, I hope it helps.
Good luck with your decision, and prayer has been said.