hugs to you! it was certainly worth the effort, the trial and error and yes, even to know it doesnt work. I too had hopes for this, but have learned like the rest of the crowd here to not pin all my hopes on hopeful things.

Hang in there, you will get thick skin like the rest of us.

I too want to lay down my needle, and walk away from this stupid cruel disease. One day it will happen. one day.