Ali the girls who are mean and shout to you have you approached them and told them how it hurts you? I am not saying to do this or not. At your age things are different then at mine but really I do feel in general that when people feel they can walk on you and be mean some will.I often feel judged too by people but am trying to just focus on that I am doing the best I can with the situation. I hope you see how well you are doing as well.
I know you are out of the US but do they work with finance options based on your families income etc in school? Hang in there and I am so excited for yu