Welcome to our "family" {by the way, your english is just fine} interesting surgery you had, when I had mine {18 years ago} there was no other option then across the neck and down the chest, but heck I don't even notice my scars anymore and when people do notice they just think I had heart surgery, sometimes I just agree so I don't have to explain My surgery put me into remission for 17 years and I hope yours does as well. As for the zoloft, I don't know about that but you should check and make sure it is not on our list of drugs not to take, I myself take Xanax as needed.