Having MG is stressful not to mention you have young children. When I was DXed my son was 6 weeks old, so I understand your stress. As I said before, my thymectomy put me in remission but mind you it doesn't happen overnight. I am glad your pain is less and I believe it is normal for the MG to be worse {you did just have surgery} but it should get better, and remember to remind your Dr to check your medication levels often, to much meds can cause a crisis as well. Take deep breaths and try to relax {I know it is hard, but you can do it}