i'm sorry the move is so hard.
i always feel a great deal of sorrow when i leave places.

i have to walk through every empty room and look around, and say goodbye to it, before my final exit.

it doesn't matter how nice or how ratty the place was, it isn't about that.
it was mine and is about to not be any more.
it is very weird but very sad and very real and very serious.

so maybe your sadness is about something else, but i know how it is to feel terribly sad when leaving a places, fwiw.

you are allowed to be positive about the new place, and also sad about leaving - grieving - at the same time, you know. give space to each feeling.


~ waves ~