sorry, when i get into those "fits" i sometimes don't think in a linear fashion. i actually woke up with little recollection of posting.

i should actually write while i'm capable of making sense. i need everyone around me to just leave me alone for awhile. i'm not well and everyone's telling me to get over it. THIS REFERS TO THE PEOPLE AROUND ME, NOT PEOPLE AT NT.

so i apologize. i do think i need to be away from here for awhile. i will still lurk and hope that i have everyone's prayers. this is going to be a long stretch--i can feel it.

i'm sorry. bye guys.