I,m so sorry to learn about your loss. the fourth of July a very small kitten was dropped off with me by my granddaughter who said, "You can save it grandma." It didn't even know how to eat or clean it's face. A week ago he got very sick one morning and I prayed out loud,"Please don't take my kitten away too" and two days later he wasgreat and right now he is trying to eat my laptop. You must keep something around that can love you unconditionally and you also in return hang in there and try again love pokie
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