I wonder if Alpho, twinks, tamilulu sis, and Gmasue know that I just think that they are awesome?

I wonder if everybody that's my friend knows that I THINK THEY ARE JUST AWESOME AS WELL?????

I wonder why I couldn't sleep well even though I pumped myself up with some drugs...yet, I have become resistant to using drugs during daytime and decided that I just want to live with the pain??

I wonder that I think I will sleep very well tonight...and that I am hoping to be able to eat without choking or regurgitating food soon...

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I wonder if I can dedicate this section to my dear wife...

I was asked in private why don't I write much about moss..

1) moss stands all on her own...as you all know, she's my rock...she's the love of my life...I wouldn't be here today without her...

2) she doesn't need me to advertise for her...all that knows her know what an angel she is...

3) as I've seen in the past, "couples" in forums whenever they get too lovey dovey usually turn people off...and I have too much respect for my dear wife to turn people off for her...LOL

with that said, she helps complete me...I can't nor do I ask for more than life because of her...

If I don't wake up tomorrow for eternity...I would have no regrets...that's what Moss means to me...

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to end this wonder...

I wonder if you all truly really KNOW how much you mean to me...I am still playing catch up with emails, PMs, and messages...but I will get to them all...

I promise...

much love for you and this wonderful broom...

((((BIG HUGS))))