I look real young too as I got carded for a lotto ticket. I always say I look young but my insides and pain level is like 80. I too take pleasure in my "better" days. I think till one faces health issues they don't truly know how lucky they are. Your health is your tool for life. I truly believe people who have had conditions like this or in general health wise have so much compassion and outlooks. Even people who have been through tramatic experiences. Kitt you are right so many people are hit with something. Until I have I never really knew. My gramps is one of those lucky ones. He is 86 and really so active it is unreal to me. I am glad for him but he has no concept of what I go through. Anyhow I am sending thoughts again to all. This forum always makes me feel less alone. On a side note have you guys seen the movie Benjamin Button where he starts old and gets younger. I hope that is with our bodies.