sorry that I am writing you back on your message but i can't figure out how to do it differently. When did you have the ketamine treatments. I will have my last in the series in November. I have gotten some relief but not a lot. It did take away the pain in my upper arms and that is at least a relief. They believe I would do better if I had it done in hospital but my ins doesn't pay and are currently refusing to pay for outpatient. I had to pay cash last time I went (fighting that) How did you know you had organ involvement? Thankks for the idea of the Y. I am going to look for the closest to me. I do have a health club but they are really expense. The one use to belong to has no pool. I am trying very hard not to let this define who I am but the constant pain makes it so hard. I don't think that your comment is weird about the prayer. I ask God almost everyday what his plan for giving me RSD can be. I believe it is to teach me or help me or someone close to me with something. I just happened at a time when I was finishing most of what I needed to get done. Raised 3 great kids. Finished my undergrad and grad degree in five years got a great job and then RSD. Don't understand and am very sad about it. I just try to keep praying for answers! Thanks againg for the welcome!