Thanks for the support! I am feeling more grounded but I can still flip out in a flip of a hat. I am going to see the pdoc soon about it. I might have to get some accomodations for school because things are getting too hard for me. I can not think straight lately and I seriously have no motivation in anything. So I am now at school forcing myself to do things I seriously don't want to do. I would seriously rather lay on the couch and stare into space for hours. I just don't care about anything at all. It took me three hours to make a meal, pack my back pack and leave the house today. That is pretty bad. But I made myself do it! And that is a good thing. Also I have finally did that stupid paper. I may fail that course but what matters is that I DID THAT STUPID PAPER REGARDLESS! And I turned it in too. And now I am at school doing a project I have no idea how to do. But hey guess what? I have a tutor just in case I fall to pieces! SO ha! I win! Take that lame low self esteem! I can drive and I can drag myself out of the house against my own will rather I want to or not! That is progress! I am going to kick butt today.