hi all,
i did something last night that i needed to do for awhile. i went and deleted a bunch of bad memories and got rid of some material things that also held bad memories. it took a lot out of me. more than a few tears, too.

but...something happened. i met a new friend and her and i went out for coffee. it felt nice to know i can still be attractive as a friend.

i'm starting to wonder about the balance in the world....that is, is one always achieved? i wonder.

i'm really trying to be patient and wait for that referral. i've been writing a lot more. i actually even WROTE out some goals for myself. something about writing them out that makes me more likely to stick to them.

thanks for your thoughts...i'm still not sure my view point on religion....but some sort of energy is going through the air right now....it's interesting to be open to it.

thank you all, i know i keep going through such downtimes and it's probably not the greatest thing to read every day. i'm trying.