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Old 08-19-2009, 07:16 PM
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This week has been a roller coaster of emotions. I keep thinking they havenít caught it in time or if they did it will come back, like it did for my mom. I also feel a bit isolated. Not because I don't have people who care about me, but because as much support as I have, I am still the one that actually has cancer. The consequences are much different. If all that I am going through doesn't work, I lose my life. The sun doesn't come up the next day for me like it would for everyone else.

Your right Beth, Iíve worked too hard for this. I refuse to let cancer be the thing that takes me down.

I do believe in miracles Donna. My mom called me a miracle baby. I only weighed 3.1 lbs at birth and had to be in an incubator for some time. They didnít think Iíd make it, but I survived and I will survive this.
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