[B]I'm so glad I got my cast off. It's a lot easier to have a seizure without the cast on. I now have a walking cast which makes things so much easier. I actually joined a fitness club just to be able to get out and be around people. I really enjoy being there and I don't think about the big "E" while I'm there. I'm hoping that I can get everything I need to taking care of so I can start classes for a CNA next semester. I know I wouldn't be as depressed as I am now if I was out on my own. I'm 29 and still living with my parents, I feel like I'm looking out my window and life is passing me by. Like I missing out on so much because of my health. I'm trying very hard to think positive and work towards being happy but it's a struggle. I just say my prayers and keep asking God to get me through this life one day at a time. Something good has to come out of this life of mine. I sure do hope all of you are doing well!!!!