Sometimes I think I will never be able to get out of bed again. I am losing my movement abilities and now live more in my dreams - when I can sleep - than in the real world. I am alone and not to function is life-threatening. Docs do not seem to understand, and I am really too weak to get to one now anyway. This forum is a blessing. My dx is major depression among numerous medical problems, to include need for back surgery but bones too soft to hold screws. Started staying in bed to save on pain meds for back. Thanks for any thoughts. billie