wow. thanks for the replies!! am so glad to hear from all of you. so sorry everyone. I spent the last 1.5 hrs typing out my reply, only to have it wiped out after i had clicked submit. omg.. Its driving me crazy. Lol. Am typing using Dasher now, so i really cant imagine typing it all over again. Its tough typin with Dasher, feel like giving up and using just my right hand to type, but then it maybe better if i start learning how to make my life easier. Lol. Here's a really summarized version.

Thanks for all your wishes and chants! I don't know what I'd do without all of you. I'm not scared of staying home alone, just drives me crazy when there's no one to talk to. Guess I'm feelin more lonely than scared. The lady who's helpin me cant really understand english, so I cant really talk to her. Originally had my best friend check on me as he lives very near, but he's now away for 2 weeks, so hope I survive. Lol.. Am planning on visiting my parents in mid-sept, so am really hoping my condition doesn't deteriorate. there's so much i want to say to each of you. I'll continue tmr... and start typing whatever I've typed earlier. Lol...