Hi Abbie,

Two things I don't do(usually) I don't delete my threads...and I try not to edit out what I wrote except to add things or correct grammar...

So, instead of editing or delete what I've written, I am going to owe up to it and give you my sincerest apologies and also my sincerest apologies to others for having to read what I've wrote...

I've moved and got married recently and have lost some info on some good friends here and was just passing by to get some info; I then decided to cut up a little bit knowing that they'll recognize me...and was going to go back incognito...

I'd also like to explain a few things to you about why I posted what I did but that doesn't make excuses for what I did...

been around for almost 9 years and have seen forums reached it's bottom of the low...and even deeper...again and again, I saw people that I cared about getting hurt, got hurt a few times myself and when the other SOS forum went kaplut, I kinda just say, F it...

I also have been fighting a lot of demons lately. I usually don't share it too much and try to keep it light, it gives others a little false perceptions about me...and that is OK...

I also have a wicked sense of humor, for example, Julie calls me golden boy cause I used to call myself, "Goldberg". You'd think I'd stopped at "Goldberg"

but no, I had to call myself, "I am Goldberg, the world's greatest uncircumcised Jewish Wrestler in the World" to distinguish myself from the real Goldberg, the greatest Jewish Wrestler in the world(guess you have to be a wrestling fan to realize that)

while I made a lot of friends, I had my critics that bombarded me in emails and PM's about my "actions"

and I usually take them in by ignoring them...

I guess I am in a place in my life where I do feel really angry a lot and my temper is very very very short and still, it is no excuse for what I've posted...

guess the bottom line is this...

I truly am sorry that I hurt you, please don't go...if I have to get down on my knees and beg you and sing "please don't leave" I will

but then my wife will leave me...and I love her very much and she DOES read this forum...

So, I am down on my typing fingers and you won't be able to read the rest of this message (but it'll say, please don't go...)

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