FloatingOcean
honest...you really didnt come off wrong and I realise your intent is not to be offensive to anyone...
I wish I could try to answer your questions here, but we need to abide by the guidelines for this forum
although we cant debate these things on the forums, I would be willing to chat via PM so please feel free to contact me
I also know of some very active spiritual focussed forums where debate and discussion on these things are welcomed! and can tell you about them if you are interested
check your PM