To the NT Member in Question:

Life can be very hard. I understand from happier others that it can also be very good. The thing is, it has a purpose. Please don't let a family member's choice influence your own. I know this could not be easy, and I know that your thoughts are very sad and confused. However, please know you have a purpose, at least part of which is learning. You can do much of your learning here. Trust in God. For me, postings by Brokenfriend are inspirational. billie