Austin,

Please hear me when I say your life is what it is here and now.....we don't know how our lives in the future will be because everything is always changing...

Things turn around and change...

When I was in my 20's I was in the darkest depths of mental and emotional anguish...I was in the deepest pit and in the darkest of darkness..it seemed that it would be that way forever with no way out..
but things did change...I am OLD enough to know that things don't stay the same...the darkness comes and goes ..different circumstances but always changing

I know you are in that darkness and the loneliness of it is overwhelming..
compounded by the pain..

You've got to grab hold of that trust..that things can change..

Please call the crisis line where you live to get some support..


SandyS provided the direct line to the contact person of Dr. Stanton Hicks..
Call their office and explain your situation, your pain and your circumstances..

I wish I knew who you are beyond the RSD..what dreams you have and how you'd like things to be..Austin, that YOU is still there !

PM me with anything that is on your mind and in your heart..
We know you are hurting, and we're here for YOU.
I am sending you love and care..
Hope4thebest