Originally Posted by LordWood

I would first like to excuse myself as understand that day/night i do not remember at all nor do i remember the next day. In order to get some rest (well fake rest at that) i use xanax to an advantage. Its either that or get worn down from no sleep and be worse over all. As many of us know xanax has a nasty little adverse effect if u take larger doses and stay up it will make you continue on with no memory whatsoever. Usually i take and than go to sleep but that night i didn't make it. I appreciate all responses and concerns. One thing as a good note towards the end of each day is to know that you guys are there when it seems as no one is around. I will be responding to each of you personally concerning each post. For now i just wanted to assure everyone i am still around and to please excuse such out burst as this was. Thank you to all again.