Hey, Becky. Sorry you're going through so much.
Bi-Polar disorder can be extremely difficult to handle. My friend's Dad had it really bad. He has it but it is controlled. I'm sorry she is going through all that. It's really not something that can be controlled by their mind - only by meds when it's really bad.
How am I? You caught me, I don't like to talk too much about myself because I'm rather depressed. The electrical heart damage stuff really has me, well, distraught because I can't do much.
Just because you aren't showing symptoms doesn't mean whatever was there isn't!

Is this disease peek-a-boo?! It could very well be that you have MG, like that one doctor said, but that it's better now that the infection is being treated. It would be nice if you didn't have it at all.
There was a study done comparing the effects of Provigil with that of coffee. No difference! And coffee is "natural" while Provigil is a drug. Interesting.
Whatever is going on, I hope you won't forget us. Let us know the LP results. Just take care of you and try to be happy.
Annie