(((Momma))) You've invited me to sit on your porch and so many others. You have given to so many on this forum and how I wish we could come close to repaying you for all of that kindness.

Your despair is completely understandable. It adds so much to depression to not have money, surely it does. I wish I could help you.

Just know that we all love you dearly and don't give up hope. Keep asking those higher and blessed powers every day for an answer and relief. I will do the same for you.