Thanks guys , i appreciate the warm welcoming .Im glad to have come across this site .Ive read a few testimonials as i was trying to familiarize myself the the threads and ive already felt such a sense of relief ,almost like a release of air leaving my body as i sit and relate and and feel for those who also have my condition .When i have a chance to prewrite my testimonal (i attempted to do it yesterday online but as i was rambling on while typing i was noticing that it was turning into a novel ) I have such a tendacy of doing that even when speaking .lol.But i cant wait to get to it and share my story because i find it soo important to embrace and to be embraced by those who can understand and relate .