thanks, Kelly, Wiz, Holly ... I'll be fine .. I'm not worried, can't be .. but, now I understand why I was having all these weird sx's ... and now, maybe the SSDI will go thru without question ... I did write a letter to my lawyer .. and then had to open it up before I mailed it to hand-write about the new 'discovery' ...

all things work together for good .. for a reason. at first, I didn't understand the MS - until I made up my mind that I wasn't going to let it hold me back - and I learned a thing or two (and still learning) including patience .. found out who my real friends are (that was was a tough one - especially when I learned how to say 'no') and what a wonderful support group and friends I met online since the MS thanks!! ..

I've been eating good and taking vitamins ... and keeping my attitude in check ... something good will come of all of this!

hopefully it will get me closer to moving back up north and spreading my quilting wings .. and painting wings ... and writing wings ... some more!!

thanks for always listening to me ... will keep you posted what else I find out ... will be having a CT scan too - have to find out where and when!

P.S. Kell .. I'm not sure which letter of the alphabet yet - the blood tests I go in for today are more specified - but, the nurse didn't say if I was contagious .. so, maybe we caught it early enough for treatment ...

I'll be fine .. remember, I still have to move up north, build my lighthouse and make quilts .. love yas!!