That you came here to talk about it is a great thing ((Jennifer)). Try to thing about other things for now. There are lots of good people here who do care, even if we can't physically be there for you.

Tonight, go to bed and try to think of at least a couple good things from your day, no matter how small. And think of the good over and over until you go to sleep. And come back and you will see how many people really do care.

If you are seriously struggling, call someone. There are some stickied posts at the top of this forum with contacts and good resources.

Also read some of the posts and you will see how many caring people are here who will respond.

Hugs and rest.