I sold my truck for less than the value, but its one less bill. I wouldn't sign the title until the bank and I reached an agreement. I'm waiting for them to call about the house, a high school friend handles my loans for me, so he is working on getting the payments lowered.

I can't say things are any better, but I know I have to take each day as it comes and get through them as well as possible. I know one feels at times that there is no one on this good green earth that gives a damn about them. We each feel things differently, as much as I hate waking up each morning, I also know I have to choose to live through the day. There are people that do care, look at the caring and support of these boards and tell me that all this is just words and platitudes? One might feel that way, but hopefully something in all the words and all the platitudes will reach out and give you that will to live, to just hang in there ONE MORE DAY. That next day could bring you all the joy and peace you've ever asked, I understand that its been years...what's ONE MORE DAY?

Stay just one more day...that is what I want this message to be...
not about giving in or giving up because you can not find a reason to stay... but because you need one more day.

Thank you for all the kind and encouraging words.