Seriously, I've had this carpy, dispicable, raunchy disease for forever, it seems. I've been though all the ups and downs of it, over the years. For most of those years, I made adjustments for it, hated it, accepted it, cried a lot at it, raised Kids and a DH, Worked outside the home.....still hated it and cried some more..

I think I'm OK with it now (mentally) and yes, I'm even having a good time (most of the time. I don't do anything, really, but I like getting up each day to a new day, in the rest of my life. I'm writing this on a Sunday and I always feel great on a Sunday, after my Grands and DD have been here with all their hugs, kisses and vibrancy..

I realize that a lot of you are where I was 20 years ago and, at that time, I was NOT having a very good time. Everything was such work and a struggle, but I made it and I pray, so will you, my dear Friends..