You are so right, GMI. It is so much easier when you have caring people around. Even if they aren't with you all of the time, they are still there when you want them and need them.
I lost my biggest and best support and love of my life in 2004, when DH passed away. Too young to go and I was not ready. His 2 DSs and our DD stepped in and are still here, bless them..
I know that some of you don't have that close family support and I am so sorry..
You have us, though...don't ever forget that. I am here for you..