It is hard nearly devestating. I went and watched practice today, it was hard not to go out and be with the team. It was the worst especially when the keeper trainer was working with the person to replace me. She doesnt like playing it either so it just makes me feel that much worse about it all. I guess ill just have to learn to feel what its like to sit on the bench and try to get ready for the basketball season coming up in a few months.