I have given a lot of thought to this even though my kids were born long before I was dx'd. I can't imagine my life without my sons . I wouldn't go back and change a thing when comes to having my boys (they're 22 and 18).

My youngest has Crohn's disease and so does my husband. I know that the illnesses in our family have caused much hardship but they have also made my kids much more empathetic. Kids are very resilient . I think you would be a great mom ! If you are financially secure enough to afford some help that would be great. I know from your past postings that you don't have much family support but you do have good friends, right? Have you talked with them about this? You have a god son, I think? Maybe talk to his mom or dad. This is a tough decision but i'm sure you'll make the right one for you