Wow, here all these years I thought I was the only dum nut who
did this, always thinking of the bad things that happened in my past.

Then I try to rehash the problem and solve it again. I don't know why
I do this. It is crazy, it's over I keep telling myself, but they still keep coming
back and I keep on trying to solve everything all over again.

Tears come with some thoughts, anger comes with others.

Maybe I need a head dr. Anyone want the job?

I don't know Salpal what the answer is to this problem. Reading some
of the replys of others, I can see how some handle their bad memories, but
it just doesn't work for everyone.

I don't hate anyone, lost that feeling a long long time ago. It just seems
that I want to solve the problems that led to many situations.

Sounds real silly and crazy.


Jappy