This is a beginners class, and I need to start at ground zero again.
the supplies list was confusing so I put in a call to the instructor who has not called me back, want to make sure I have the right brushes....even if I don't it will be ok, it is a 6 week class. I will just bring what I have.
It was so damn depressing going into that shed today....I just left every thing a mess and locked it back up.
Someday I have to face all of that mess and clean it up/out.
It is about commitment.
It is always about commitment ...am I going to participate 100% or not.
In the lst 2 drawing classes I did not practice at home...so I did not progress. I have to practice to get any good at anything.
What is depressing is that I look back at my past work and some of it was really good. Wa s it the mania working or do I really have that in me?
I do know that I am just going to have to start at square one.
I wish I had an art room, there is not any space for me to set up a table for my painting...don't want to use the dining room table and move stuff all of the time....
WAit a minute!!!!!
I just brought in the table that was in the shed(cleaned it up) and set it up in the computer room(his room) it fits just perfectly...I don't know why I did not think of this before. It cleaned up nicely and isnt in the way really, hope hubby doesn't mind.
the spare bed room is "my room" but it is also the guest bedroom my office and his nail station and my art supplies were just piling up on the bed...I did not have any place to work.
Now I do!
He gets home tomorrow around 2pm. I will be happy to see him, I have missed him alot!I have been so emotional since he has been gone.

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