I understand your dilema. I suffer from the same symptoms.
Tell us about you self, please. We are here to help. You will at least find people here who understand your symptoms are real.
Have you had a neuro-psychological assessment?
How about QEEG to map your brain functions?
What drugs are you on that are 'killing' you?
Have you had a serious hormone level assessment? Brain injuries can radically effect your hormone systems, especially in women who may already have wild hormone cycles.
What therapies have you had?
Are you doing any nutritional therapy?
What is your living environment like? Is it too chaotic?
These all impact how you recover and how you are able to accommodate your symptoms.
The best neuro services are in the Seattle area. There is a brain injury on-line resource. Check out
http://www.headinjury.com/ Based in Seattle.
http://www.biawa.org/
http://www.tbiwashington.org/
Your family and friends need to read Dr. Glen Johnson's TBI guide at
www.tbiguide.com
Print it out and give a copy to those who need to understand your condition. It is the best overview of your condition.
My best to you.