Hello, I have just read your thread and thought maybe we can be to each others help. I am a bit scattered and am going through alot of anxiety right now so I may be all over the place.

I am a 28yr old female who at has been diagnosed with many of psychiatrist disorders. I struggle deeply right now with intension span and feel like getting sick this moment because I just want to lay and watch television. Life has been very scary the last 8yrs or so, since I was been trying harder to figure myself out. I look deep at the bad characteristics than anything. At 4yr I was been diagnosed with ADHD and personality differences. At 8 yr I had been diagnosed with several learning difficulties. I never really had friends because I was passed around alot to different school that could help me with my difficulties. AT 14yr I was diagnosed with depression, around 23yr I was diagnosed with PTSD, personality disorder, manic depression,. Some where around my late teens- early 20's I think they said I had ADD, at 25 I paid for an actual psychologist and he said I did not have ADD but I was on border line of having it, at 27 I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder.

It very hard right now for me to talk about it in depth but lets just say I have lost a great deal from this. My child, I have never had a job more than 3 days, I have been single for 8yrs, and have had no friends for 2yrs. I have isolated from the world .

For the last 8 yrs my 2nd biggest dream to accomplish was going to see a team of neurologist in Dallas Texas. I heard of these doctors by watch and seeing one of the doctors on the Dr.Phil show , faithfully. This is going to sound crazy but I am a deep fan of Dr.Phil and his teachings and if Dr. Phil has so much faith to have this doctor on his show SO many times and actually made him a board member of his show now than I trust this doctor. Anyways I have been begging my parents to help pay to see these doctors, and finally 2 weeks ago they said YES !!!! I plan to go in early January. These differant tests they will be doing cost $9500 Canadian so I would like if people on here can help me to see what these doctors really do.

I am passionate about seeing these doctors because I'm sick of psychiatrist telling me I’m complex and try to push medication on me. I may take medication one day but I would like to see how my brain works to know how to alleviate the problems. I have a manger hard time with knowing my self identity, so how the hell is a psychiatrist going to help me when I d even know myself.

sorry for such the long message