Thank you April. and siince you were one of the lucky gdnf participants, i will be giving you a call for statements about your antibodies and equipment "shift", and any current updates for the book if that's ok.

i'll take the prayers, it truly would take a miracle to cure this illness i'm afraid. i dom't expect one, but am going to make the best of it anyway.

weren't we going to take a cross country trip?

lol, thanks friend,
paula

quote=jingle belle;570663]Paula,

You are a candle - a shining light. Do not give up raising your voice. Do not quit telling it like it is. I wish I could be there to help you. You DO need to eat as much as you can! I would love to give you some of my extra pounds - lol. I have no experience or much knowledge of the drugs that you take but I think if I were you - I might try seeking a spa that does body cleanses/and/or get massages/and or try some herbs - maybe chinese herbs?
Then again - perhaps you have already done that. What I can do - is say that a lot of people care about you and all you do. and I am sending out prayers and hugs.

wish i could send a cure too

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