I had a bleed last year in October, they never did find the source of the bleed so nothing could be done and they tell me this is great news. I am slowly improving but seem to be stuck with contant headaches, vision problems, short term memory difficulty and fatigue. I so understand the losing yourself feeling and wondering if you will ever get your life back. I'm trying to do something each day that I would have done before the bleed. This month I've up to walking my dogs two miles a day. It's a small thing but a step back to reclaiming my life. I hope this helps. Julie