Oh waves I am so sorry you're suffering so badly. I am so glad you posted. I would definitely get in touch with you pdoc and get in ASAP, you need some med tweaking and talk therapy fast! If they can't get you in like in the next two weeks, (even that is too long IMO) I would see about doing what Mari suggested.

I wish you the best waves, try to get by until you get seen, KEEP posting because now we're all worried and want you to get better. Don't worry if you don't have happy news, just keep posting so we know you're okay and update us on what you do to make this sadness and depression GO away.

I have been in a bad funk for awhile but they upped my trazadone so I am hoping it GOES away soon, so sick of it all, and want to be better. Take care waves.