Oh btw - as far as welfare, there are people that truly do need the help and aren't addicts. I do feel it would be selfish and unfair of me to drop the SSDI so I can be in the welfare system. The area in which one of my local welfare offices is located (where I applied years ago) is the crystal meth/crack section of town. So, so sad and yet so irritating.

There are so many of us that fall through the cracks and those of us with disabilities and not being able to work are in that crack. We are a forgotten group. We can't go out and get a job or even a 2nd job. I think that is what irritates me so much.