HI,
With this head cold I woke up feeling not so good.
I probably should not go to work but I don't know. (no fever. temp is fine.)
I'm of several minds of this
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-- having other duties at work coincide such that too much is on plate
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This one would work best. Although it is not really true. One is expected to do normal duties. I can lie but she might not believe me -- but so what.
My former prof and her husband (they come as a pair because he is a former prof of mine too) know about the bipolar.
That's enough for them to have to deal with in their thoughts about me. I really could not handle telling
anyone about the stroke yet. I'm not actually sure if I can talk right because of the stroke.
But the braces confuse people. The braces provide a visual --- so, when I'm having trouble getting a word out or stumbling, people see braces.
I've been faking the stroke at work so far. Actually a person or two might have noticed it but kept it to themselves.
A big part of me is thinking if I look and feel crummy, I should have sense to stay home. But I'm still remembering how it was in grad school and those emotions never got resolved back then either.
I might leave work early to take a short nap.
I'll see how I feel later.
I am totally going by how I feel.
If I can't go, I won't push myself.
Channeling tdoc: she would tell me to do what I need for health.
M.
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Now I'm late for my classes.
'Will talk later.