I am being curious... and you don't have to answer if you don't want to, but what disability is it that is keeping you from going to college? There are such great accomodations that can be made that I don't know why you couldn't at least go part time. You just seem to be disappointed about that, and I can't blame you. I am going to college again and now that I have a family it is more difficult, but I am doing it because I *want* to very badly. I just think it may be worth looking into.